Conversation with God….how would you feel if you were walking with your son you saw him struggling with a heavy bag? You would want to carry it for him why? Because you love him so much and you know you are stronger than him, and are able to take on this bag with absolutely no problem. 
Let say as you start to carry the bag, he is feeling good, walking tall with a knowing that you got it and he has nothing to worry about. Boom 2 blocks later he takes it back and starts struggling with it again. You would wonder why he is deliberately choosing to hurt himself by taking on something he obviously cannot handle, when you lovingly offered to carry it for him. Well that’s what you do when you give God your cares and keep taking it back. You are struggling to make things happen in your own strength. You can’t handle it, if you could you would’ve done it already.
So let it go once it for all. Jesus redeemed you from sins, property, sickness, worry and fear. He said cast all your cares on Him, for He cares for you. Take my yoke upon you and you will find rest for your soul. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. Matthew 29:11. Give your cares and take a load off once and for all, believing and trusting in the blood promises of Jesus Christ.